Just A Small Update

So as most of you know I had my chest xray and CT Scan of my foot. I have not seen the Dr yet but I did receive my results. The chest xray came back fine, which is some good news since I was worried about that. However, the CT Scan shows no fusion of bone graft. I know I should wait until I see my Dr but no fusion means no fusion. I am guessing I will need this surgery once again, once again put my life on hold for several more months. When I found out my results over the weekend I was just sad and depressed now I am just mad! I can't begin to explain how frustrating this has been. I still have some hope left that maybe my Dr will see some fusion that the radiologist maybe missed. WISHFUL THINKING! I did find a few friends over the nternet who have this tumor. It is some what comforting knowing there are people who can relate to me and who have some info. But it seems that this is such a rare tumor and even more rare to get it in the first metatarsal. One of the girls I met online started a group of people with Giant Cell Tumor which is a really great thing. This is the link GCT Connect. So even though I am mad as hell and sad I am not giving up. I know one day my life will be back to normal. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger right?